hello hello,
i'm on the plane right now, writing this blog for you guys. airtran has free wi-fi on their planes until the 27th, because american express is promoting their new credit card, so i got pretty lucky. it's so hot and uncomfortable in here. my friend isn't even sitting next to me, because this flight was sold out, and we couldn't switch seats in time.
i'm flying from atlanta. i went there on friday for the weekend, to go audition for a new korean entertainment company. i got really sick the day before my flight, so by the time i auditioned, i was feeling like a complete mess. my head felt really heavy/congested, and i was literally coughing my lungs out. but surprisingly, i did well. i really hope i get a call back. :( my friends & i went to cheesecake factory after our auditions, and i totally forgot i took sudafed, and drank a beer. so the whole night, my stomach was going out of control. i never felt cramps so bad in my life. ugh, what a failure i am sometimes. but yeah. the trip was fun, besides the fact that i was really sick & congested. i got to meet a lot of new people, and that's always a plus.
my cousin took us to the coca cola museum today. it was actually pretty neat. we got to taste 60 different types of drinks from coca cola, that's produced all over the world. ugh, there was this really really nasty drink though. the name was "beverly" and i think it was from italy. there was this god awful after taste, and i felt like throwing up. but ofcourse i lied and made my cousin & amy try some, and they felt the same way as i did. hahahaha :)
i can't wait to get off this plane. i get such bad earaches and headaches, it drives me crazy. i have to force myself to yawn atleast 20 times, i swear, haha. anyhowwwww. this trip will be one to remember. i laughed so much, haha. i guess that makes up for my sucky cold that i have going on right now. and also, thanks to everyone for all the prayers towards my mom. she's slowly getting better, and i can't be anymore thankful for the awesome friends that i have. love yall seriously <3
okay! it's freaking hot as balls in this plane.
here are some quotes that i'll never forget from this trip:
"you look like garbage with glasses" - james
"wow, 3 out of 3. are you on drugs?" - james
"mama, i hungry. i want suh fry chicken" - amy
"helloooooooo anduhrewwww~~~~~ ;)" - anonymous
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Monday, March 15, 2010
Monday, March 8, 2010
four.
hello lovers.
i know it's been awhile. i've been super busy these days, and to add to that, super super stressed. i've been basically living at the hospital. my mom's always in & out of that damn place, and i'm just sick of going there. whenever she heals, there's always another issue with her, and the amount of stress & emotion that builds through my body is seriously intolerable. whenever she's at the hospital, my dad is at work maintaining the restaurant by himself, and i just can't bare to see him suffer like that. i try to work there as much as i can, so i can let him leave early, get some rest, and close the restaurant myself. it's just really hard these days, especially when i'm juggling work, school, and making sure my mom is physically healthy enough to take care of herself. sometimes, it just seems like life isn't fair. my parents really do not deserve any of this shit, but i believe that life works in its mysterious ways. i'm just waiting for that day when we'll all finally realize why we were always put into these types of situations. maybe it's a way of god punishing me for not going to church these days, and doubting my faith. i don't know. i just really need a push in life. i wish i could just go for my dreams, or move out of state and go to a good school, but all of that is merely impossible at the moment. i know i'm getting older, and time is flying by, but right now, my life is at a standstill and i need to focus on the bigger picture and that is to help my family as much as i can. to all that continue to talk shit, or belittle people like me who aren't graduating in "time", you guys can seriously take your words and shove it up your effing ass. i will become successful. it only takes a matter of time, but i will make damn sure that i will prove it to each and every one of you.
anyways.
i'm going to atlanta this weekend with amy. we're going to try out for a small korean company, and hopefully things will work out. time is just flying way too fast, and i need to take every opportunity that comes my way. i know music is my passion, but sometimes, i really don't know if it was meant for me. i try to figure out every day, what my purpose is in life, and to all my failed conclusions, everything seems to lead to music music music. i'm praying that this is what god has in store for me, and even if it isn't, i'll still continue to appreciate music just as much as i did before.
other than that, i had a fun weekend. aj & andrew came to visit philly, and they performed at ecaasu. i had the lovely privilege to meet all the performers (thanks & love you aj), and to meet some really awesome people there. even though most of us hadn't slept for more than 24 hours, it was all well worth it.
well ladies and gents, i am going to call it quits. working almost every day is slowly starting to fix my messed up sleeping schedule. i miss writing in this blog, (not that i wrote much anyways), so i will start updating daily. i hope you readers enjoyed my new ventage entry. yes, i know i vent in every one of my blog entries, but i promise i'll have a happy one, one day :)
and to end this entry,
here is a new song that i'm desperately trying to learn.
i love love love it <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aanl-EWzXBg
love yall.
i know it's been awhile. i've been super busy these days, and to add to that, super super stressed. i've been basically living at the hospital. my mom's always in & out of that damn place, and i'm just sick of going there. whenever she heals, there's always another issue with her, and the amount of stress & emotion that builds through my body is seriously intolerable. whenever she's at the hospital, my dad is at work maintaining the restaurant by himself, and i just can't bare to see him suffer like that. i try to work there as much as i can, so i can let him leave early, get some rest, and close the restaurant myself. it's just really hard these days, especially when i'm juggling work, school, and making sure my mom is physically healthy enough to take care of herself. sometimes, it just seems like life isn't fair. my parents really do not deserve any of this shit, but i believe that life works in its mysterious ways. i'm just waiting for that day when we'll all finally realize why we were always put into these types of situations. maybe it's a way of god punishing me for not going to church these days, and doubting my faith. i don't know. i just really need a push in life. i wish i could just go for my dreams, or move out of state and go to a good school, but all of that is merely impossible at the moment. i know i'm getting older, and time is flying by, but right now, my life is at a standstill and i need to focus on the bigger picture and that is to help my family as much as i can. to all that continue to talk shit, or belittle people like me who aren't graduating in "time", you guys can seriously take your words and shove it up your effing ass. i will become successful. it only takes a matter of time, but i will make damn sure that i will prove it to each and every one of you.
anyways.
i'm going to atlanta this weekend with amy. we're going to try out for a small korean company, and hopefully things will work out. time is just flying way too fast, and i need to take every opportunity that comes my way. i know music is my passion, but sometimes, i really don't know if it was meant for me. i try to figure out every day, what my purpose is in life, and to all my failed conclusions, everything seems to lead to music music music. i'm praying that this is what god has in store for me, and even if it isn't, i'll still continue to appreciate music just as much as i did before.
other than that, i had a fun weekend. aj & andrew came to visit philly, and they performed at ecaasu. i had the lovely privilege to meet all the performers (thanks & love you aj), and to meet some really awesome people there. even though most of us hadn't slept for more than 24 hours, it was all well worth it.
well ladies and gents, i am going to call it quits. working almost every day is slowly starting to fix my messed up sleeping schedule. i miss writing in this blog, (not that i wrote much anyways), so i will start updating daily. i hope you readers enjoyed my new ventage entry. yes, i know i vent in every one of my blog entries, but i promise i'll have a happy one, one day :)
and to end this entry,
here is a new song that i'm desperately trying to learn.
i love love love it <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aanl-EWzXBg
love yall.
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