six.

what a bittersweet week!

besides doing a lot of work for school, and working 10 hour shifts, i was able to go to the hillsongs concert @ the tower, and it was seriously one of THE most amazing experiences of my life. i can honestly say that i had a tough time with my faith, and had multiple moments of doubt in my life, but seriously, this concert helped me get things back into perspective, and helped me realize how important it is for me to hold on to god no matter how tough my life could get. i had goosebumps throughout the night, and cried tears of joy. sigh, to see everyone in that room give all their glory to god was such an amazing feeling.

mm, i also went to the phillies game on saturday night. even though we lost, and it was freezing outside, it was a fun time. definitely more games to attend in the future. which also means more ryan howard. hahaha <3

and to turn things around, i cannot tolerate people who act like they are better than everyone. i can notice it right away in a person and when i do, i get turned off by it so much. it just pisses me off, and it'll seriously get underneath my skin for days. it's those people that always have to be correct, and can't accept it when they're wrong. or to think that they know everything and must prove it until they make their statement clear just to belittle someone else. i call it pure selfishness. there's a fine line between joking and being serious, and you are definitely not joking. just to think a friendship would become more intimate, their true-selves slowly start to peel away, and you get a real taste of who they really are.

well, no thank you. take a good look at yourself and realize that you are not ALL that. be considerate for once and accept reality. life isn't always pretty, darling. you can roll your damn eyes all you want and believe whatever goes on in your head, but one day you'll understand. i've had many friendships come and go, and it was really hard for me to trust again. but to those who have been constantly by my side and supporting me throughout my troubled times, i seriously love you guys. trust me, i can clearly tell the difference between the ones who truly care, and the ones who put on a face full of bullshit. although my close friends might only be a few, you guys have been there for me twenty-four seven, and i can't thank yall enough. :')

okay, enough with my little rant.
i've got a busy day tomorrow, so i'm going to hit the sack.
peace & love.